Don't feel bad Ben. I know what you are going through. There isn't absolutely anything that I'm looking forward to lol. Oh, except DuckTales of course. WOO-OO! Red Dead sounds like a fine purchase. I hope to go back and play the Undead Nightmare DLC someday.
Gamer's block? Yeah, kinda feeling it.
On 03/22/2013 at 07:48 PM by BrokenH See More From This User » |
Lately I’ve been in a gamer funk. There’s been a lot of games coming out I want but none that I’m willing to drop $60.00 on. In my older age I’ve become more of an overly cautious miser it seems. As excited as I am about the new Tomb-Raider, I’m not THAT excited. I’m sure I’ll love it in my own special way but it will not be quite the same as getting Knights Of The Old Republic from a dear friend as a gift or picking up ShadowHearts covenant from Game Stop. The PS2/Xbox era was the height of my gaming innocence and since then my hyper exuberance has been replaced with a mix of pessimism and lukewarm enjoyment.
This didn't stop me from buying into the Tomb-Raider hype. I might as well be a big dumb fish on a sharp barbed hook! Though I like to see myself as “smart” and witty” there are moments I fall for the basest of consumer marketing and the stupidest of hype. I hate to admit to it but I’m not entirely immune to societal conditioning and advertisement driven trend setting.
It’s okay to argue with me. No one can be your “support pillar of unbiased knowledge”. I like to entertain my readers but for fuck’s sake, never stop thinking for yourselves!
This is sort of my round about way of apologizing to Chris, Jesse, Matt, & Blake for getting hot under the collar during the Tomb-Raider discussion. For the record, I still think you are all stand up guys!
Moving on, I have to get back to that whole “funk issue” I brought up earlier. My 360 hasn’t been touched nearly as much as it used to be. Even on steam I’ve become as elusive as a real life unicorn in Times square. I dunno guys, I’m just not feeling it right now.
Partly I’m afraid to get lost in it all again. Lately I’ve been a lot more productive with house chores and working on my own game in rpg-maker vx ace. There are moments I look at my game collection with disdain. I wonder how many lovers, drunken revelries, and illustrations I could have indulged in or created if not for my wall-flower addiction to digital entertainment. Then again, lovers and drunken revelries don’t always have happy endings so perhaps my sole regret is not becoming a better illustrator!
My next purchase will probably be Red Dead Redemption GOTY edition. It’s going for a sweet $21.00 on amazon and the only other competition it has is from Witcher 2: Enhanced edition that has a similar price.
I realize it’s weird to jump from expressing disinterest in games to discussing what my next game will possibly be. Put simply, even though I’m down for the count it don’t mean I’m out! (On steam I also recently downloaded Dragon's Nest. It's a fun little mmorpg but I suck at mmorpg keyboard controls!)
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