December has been a very busy month for me not only with the holidays but actually trying to keep a set streaming schedule (which has been hard with having a sinus infection for a few weeks and feeling extremely crummy along with living with a busy family that is very go-go-go). Thankfully I went to the doctor this past Monday and finally got meds. I am feeling so much better my ears and head don't hurt anymore!.
I decided that starting in January I am probably only going to stream Friday, Saturday and Sunday as my main days. If I have time during the week then I will stream then too but I feel I am overwhelming myself with a bunch of things I am trying to work on while living with my boyfriend’s family and it’s just stressing me out.
I probably will not be streaming the rest of December, I may try to fit some in next week but wuth how things have been going for me lately this month I think it might just be better to take a break from it till next year.
Personal Battles:
My biggest battle right now is losing weight which I honestly need to dedicate the little down time I have during the weekdays to work out and then relax vs workout and stream. It’s hard to cram that all in sometimes because I just get so tired especially with working a normal day job. I usually don’t get home till about 5pm (I work 7:30am - 3:45pm) and it's usually dinner time by then and so on.
I honestly miss having my own schedule and feeling like I have independence, it's for some reason extremely hard for me just to do my own thing here. There are moments I feel I can but then at the same time it gets taken away again just like that.
Gaming:
So far I have been mainly playing Morrowind, FFXV, and Tales of Zestiria. I really like Tales of Zestiria, the story and pretty decent in my opinion and everything else about it is pretty solid. My only complaint is I am not really sure how I feel about the equipment skills that you get, and it could just be me but I get what they are trying to accomplish with it. At the same time though I just don’t really like it at all. I don't pay much attention to it, only sometimes.
FFXV I am really enjoying. I am about 30 hours into it, on chapter 9 and I have done a lot of side questing thus far. The game does have it's challenges sometimes the battle system does get to me, I still have to try using wait mode though as I have not done so yet. I like the side quests even though they do feel a little repetitive. To me it's still fun, it allows my inner questing ocd to be unleashed and just have at it haha. I am a completionist, every quest must get done!
Morrowind I am honestly not that far in haha, I am about half way done with House of Hlaalu quests...okay maybe not even half way done with them. But the main quest has only just gotten started. I still have yet to meet the guy in Balmora I am supposed to talk to in order to join the Blades. Although I have finally learned how the combat works after years of wondering why I never hit anything...and how to actually play the game. Playing that game as a 13 year old was very challenging. I just used god mode and slayed the guards in Balmora haha.
Anime:
I have been in a bit of an anime kick lately and trying to finish up a lot of the shows I am watching. Which there's a lot: https://myanimelist.net/animelist/FAF101
Recently I finished watching Zankyou no Terror (Terror in Resonance) and Orange. Both tugged at my feelings a little, Orange was one that really did.
Orange is about a girl who receives a letter from herself 10 years from the future and she is asked to save the life of a boy she meets whose life could have been saved and she regrets not being able to do so.
Terror in Resonance is about a girl who one day met these two boys and was in the wrong place at the wrong time and her life then becomes intermingled with them as they try to make the city crumble around them.
Yuri on Ice will be wrapping up next week and i LOVE this anime. Mainly because I am a huge sucker for figure skating and the semi hinted at boy love is not that bad either.
And finally I picked up Inuyasha again to finally finish that one yup.
Holidays:
for the holidays I am planning to spend Christmas even and morning with my boyfriend and his family. Then my boyfriend and I are going to travel to NJ to visit my mom and brother till the 29th. I am excited since I haven't seen them both in awhile.
Anyone else have any fun holiday plans?
I hop everyone has a wonderful Holiday season!
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