PixlBit

well, there's obviously a level of unhealthy addiction to something but....  you seem to really like games, so why not play and talk about them?  The thing about life, is it's shit, so it's important to spend quality time doing what u like. I guess I'm the same way about music - there's no future in it for me, and no one listens to my music, but I still can't help make it, cause I enjoy it.  But a lot of times I feel worthless about it.  But it also relaxes and elates me. 

So what if spending your time on something doesn't have some sort of concrete result. Sometimes that result is just relaxation and happiness. 

Are u still working on that story I read that day?  

And don't worry about posting blogs and comments so much.  As a friend said in a song once, "I don't care what you say, I just want to hear your voice...."

This right here! 100% agree

Snee I think you have future in music. It doesnt have to be profitable, just keep making it, especially if you enjoy it.

Matt, I just want you to know your post made me smile. Like really hard. I swear these aren't tears!

I can totally understand. I go through that and normally when I do I lurk in the shadows until I feel better. Id just do what ya need for yourself. 

Video games are mostly all I got most days. I dont have friends to hangout with half the time anymore so I stay home in my own little world. People think I waste half my money away on them but if I dont have them or books then I got nothing. If video games are a hobby you enjoy then thats how it matters. We need things we like doing to keep ourselves balanced. 

I hope you feel better soon

Food is how you keep Alive; art, entertainment and other people is why. Try 50/20/30 for budgeting and if this depression related, volunteer somewhere.

very good point Joe.  

You could have spent it on golf clubs and membership to some course somewhere but would that be any more meaningful or make you happy?

Hobbies will never save the world unless of course saving the world is your hobby.

I have that feeling sometimes. I think about that union thing: 8 hours to work, 8 hours to sleep, and 8 hours to do what you like. That 8 hours to do what I like can be all gaming if I want it to be. I calculated it was 3.8 a little while ago. That's not too bad since I don't watch TV. The other 4 is reading and writing and other miscellaneous social stuff. I guess, I tend to do numbers on things if I feel like I may be overdoing it with entertainment. I look at money and time and see if I'm happy with it. If not, I cut back, or think of something better to do. I've definitley cut back on spending. I spent way too much last year. Time feels ok, but I could be more social. Gaming, even with my friend Mark is somewhat insular. But then again, I'm not an extroverted person. Maybe it's normal for me? 

People need to get outside. Our bodies need sunshine, outdoor light, to be active, for the blood to circulate, deep breathing, exercise.  And we need to have constructive hobbies, not passive. Be producers, not just consumers. Why pay someone else to entertain me all the time when I can create my own amusement, maybe even sell what I produce?

I agree. Part of the reason I think I've been so down is it's been raining and I haven't really been out much. Also, I haven't got a job in this new town yet, so I'm sure that has something to do with it.

Why dont you find outdoor or other hobbies. It's been raining for the last 3 months so I've been stuck at home most weekends/evenings so I'd be bored w/out games. I've also scheduled my gaming time so I don't get overwhelmed or bored from it. Usually play late at night for a bit before sleep or lazy weekends. I also like story games so it counts as reading in place of books so I don't feel bad. I avoid game sites in general aside from a couple and a few gamers on social media so I don't feel bad about missing out on "new shit". I don't have money for new consoles and seeing the media blitz from new zelda is making me feel sad and left out. Have you tried DIY home projects to keep you busy now that you have a new place? Also, part of the reason I enjoy your posts is because you generally direct me towards things that are worth trying and other people ignore. I'm sure Zelda is amazing, but seriously fuck off with the hype!

It's been raining here non stop too, which may be part of the reason I'm so down. I haven't been able to go for my daily walk, or mow the lawn, or really do anything outside. I've mostly just been playing ESO and watching gory french horror films for some reason.

 I feel a bit left out with Zelda, especially since it seems so far up my alley it hurts. And I'm missing out on Horizon. I'm kinda broke as fuck atm, and when I'm broke as fuck I usually play an MMO.

And now it's hot as fuck, so I will be spending more time outdoors. Also broke for games so I've been playing PS3 and F2P games on Steam as well. If there is a F2P game you want to co-op let me know so we can start a Broke As Fuck Guild. I don't have Elder Scrolls since there is no demo for it, I have no idea how it would run on PC. Been playing Devil May Cry HD collection on PS3. Also signed up for Revelation MMO, but it is only Early Access right now. Not sure if it will be F2P?

ESO runs pretty well on PC - at least for me. It is an MMO so they usually optimise them for as many people as possible.

 As for F2P games, Idk. I didn't really like LotR:O because of the combat and pacing. If you have any MMO recommendations let me know.

I think we all go through phases like that. Just take everything in moderation. Don't get too invested in one thing to the point where you neglect everything else. If it helps play for a couple of hours and then go do something else. Pick up another hobby, exercise, walk around the neighborhood, etc. Games are supposed to be fun, and an escape from the real world for a bit.