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On 04/23/2013 at 02:36 PM by BrokenH

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Finished new art of Liam! I put it up on my DeviantArt page first which is mostly dead. I have no right to be upset about the lack of comments and views. I haven’t been social and active there for awhile so my ghost-town situation is self inflicted. Anyway, I like how this goes more into Liam’s powers as a shadow shaper. Additionally I did this one for my best friend’s birthday coming up on account Liam is based heavily upon both Alex and his RP character Knoss.

Before that my 360 asked me for my email & account info. This sucked because I had forgotten my password. To remedy this I tried changing my password to something else and the first few I thought up were taken. Finally I thought of something more original. Oh, but Microsoft wasn’t done griefing! They wanted me to list a back up email “just in case of whatever” so I asked my best friend to give me his. (He had already been helping me through the majority of this garbage so why not?) Alex likewise had to log in to confirm his authenticity so the whole fucked up process ended up taking about an hour.   

Why you might ask? Probably because a few black-hat hackers managed to screw with people on Xbox live. You know how it is in the industry. If pirates or hackers manage to get one over on Sony or Microsoft the shit all runs down hill. This means more restrictions and security checks are put upon us, the consumers.

I just hope when the 360 is no longer supported online that it doesn’t become a plastic brick. I already realize certain multi-player modes in games I own will eventually become obsolete. However, if my whole console becomes useless I’m going to be friggin pissed off!

After all the hassle I did play a bit of Warriors Orochi 3. I needed something simple in design to jump into to blow off some steam and frustration!

Alisa from God-Eater Burst=Hawt!

Game-wise I’m kind of torn for next month. A part of me thinks I need a reason to visit my 360 more often. The other part of me wants to get more memory and more games for my newly acquired psp. (Again, thanks Dave!) God Eater burst, Duodecim, Ys 7, Ninja Gaiden 3 Razor’s edge, and DMC are all potential candidates. I’m not going to say where the dice are going to fall because I really don’t know yet.



In other news, Shannon Sun-Higginson is trying to kick-start her own documentary about sexism is gaming. I have mixed but mostly positive feelings about it. She’s tackling a much more valid issue than Sarkeesian. Aka, how “real female gamers” are treated online. For me that has always been the root of the problem when it comes to actual sexism in gaming. I could care less if Juliet Starling has a skin-tight pink body suit in Lollipop Chainsaw but when one of my female amigos gets called “Ugly fat bitch” or “Skanky ho” online by  male gamers with arrested development issues it is something that really bothers me.

Of course “trash talking” online is something we’ve all experienced. I’m not 100% sure if it is gender specific. I’ve been called creepy, weird, misogynistic, balding, fat, ugly, and perverted by my own personal hater-aide squad which just goes to show you there are many ways to slander someone. No one is actually safe from the trolls. Additionally I’ve been referred to as a “loser virgin” “drug addict” “twitter detective” and “an exhibit on display”! (Some of these trolls even brought up my dead mother) Ah, humanity! Such a wonderful cesspool of negativity, am I right?

Be that as it may, Shannon is off to a good start. If anything it wouldn’t hurt for gamers and people online in general to be a little more decent to each other. Granted, arguments and personal grudges are not going to go away any time soon but we could at least be more honorable and respectful in how we conduct our social interactions. (And yes, even I’ve been guilty of geek-rage snootery!)

I can see a “dark-side aspect” from all this though. What happens when we goof around and someone interprets it the wrong way? Do we have to feel paranoid about telling jokes around the wrong people? Where does protecting others begin and where does infringing upon freedom of expression and freedom of speech end? Yes, it’s a very fine line to walk so it must be tread carefully.

I’m all for gamers becoming more mature and more polite yet it would also be nice if we could retain having a sense of humor and thick enough skins to handle a ribbing from our friends once in awhile. Just saying!

I also don't know why Shannon needs $20,000.00 for her project but because I've never done an in depth survey/documentary myself, I'm just going to assume it's all very complex,resource intensive,and expensive. (A good camera,quality film,plane tickets,additional helpers,and the cost of cd/dvd copies probably adds up fast!) 


 

Comments

transmet2033

04/23/2013 at 02:45 PM

IN my time between getting ready for work and leaving for work, I can get about an hour of playtime in.  The other day I ended up losing nearly all of that time to logging into xbox live.  I could not remember what my email was, or my password, and then they asked me for my phone number.  What a hassle.

BrokenH

04/23/2013 at 02:51 PM

Same with me. I had to come up with a new pass-word and both me and my friend had to sign in, prove our authenticity, and fork over our phone numbers. Shit be frustrating,yo!

Chris Yarger Community Manager

04/23/2013 at 02:48 PM

I love the renditional artwork man. But what really stands out to me most about this particular piece is the shading. I love the shading on the pants, especially the pockets where is hands are, it's very well done!

Also, sorry about last night. I was editing a BvsC video all night then I spent the rest of the night with the kiddo. Tonight won't be any better either, but perhaps Thursday-Weekend we can work something out?

BrokenH

04/23/2013 at 02:53 PM

It's all good,Chris. lol. I wanted to stay on longer then I did but by 8:30-ish something came up forcing me into the "responsible adult" position.

At least you opt for being a good dad first. That's how it should be!

Glad you like the new art of Liam. I actually tried a few new techniques on it so it's great you noticed the shading!

smartcelt

04/23/2013 at 03:14 PM

XBOX Live will probably resort to retinal scans eventually. So if you have cataracts you'll be denied access I'm sure! They want a kidney while you're at it. I love your drawing,the colors are fantastic. Nice shading work,too. Alisa is indeed a little hottie. Never heard of that game before,gonna have to look it up. Shannon's documentary does sound like a far more interesting one than Anita's. She had a good point then ran it into the ground. Got a bit greedy as well. More power to them both,though.

BrokenH

04/23/2013 at 03:21 PM

I gotta say I prefer how Shannon is addressing the problems for real women in gaming. To me that's more progressive and important than "the unflattering depictions" of fictional female characters.

By the way, I wouldn't be surprised if microsoft began taking the organs of people late on their payments...or simply because there was a sign-in clerical error. lol.

Homelessrook

04/23/2013 at 04:54 PM

I hate that I can not use Netflix on my 360 because I am not a gold member. That sucks. I am with you though, if they stop supporting the 360 I will be pissed. I am not doing the Next Gen anyway to much talk about DRM and AoL for me plus game prices abot 80 bucks, I will stick with what I have now and just focus more on my retro gaming like Aaron.

BrokenH

04/23/2013 at 05:34 PM

I will not even be able to afford next gen,Lar. I also agree that Xbox live's gold membership is a sham. You shouldn't have to pay money just to play games with your friends online. Besides, how difficult is it to give people acess to netflix?

I know certain gamers might think of me as "entitled" but that's only because I remember when things were in fact better. It's difficult to accept changes when they're worse than how it used to be.

Likewise $80.00 a pop for a game is retarded. No thanks.

Super Step Contributing Writer

04/23/2013 at 07:39 PM

Where is this $80 figure from? Looks like I'm out, too...

BrokenH

04/23/2013 at 11:11 PM

I know on amazon pre-orders for games on the PS4 have been priced at $100.00. However, it might be a con-game by shysters to cheat gamers out of more money. That has happened with certain sellers on amazon before.

Super Step Contributing Writer

04/24/2013 at 12:35 AM

Yeah, I looked it up after I saw you guys saying that, and it's been confirmed by Jack Tretton (SCEA CEO) that PS4 games will range from ninety-nine cents to sixty dollars, and the only thing I've seen suggesting a higher price for next-gen games is Pachter's guessing, and what you just said about Amazon just sounds like the type of scam that always happens with new systems, so I'm not seeing much that suggests games will be that much, or even at all above their current prices.

I mean, I guess we'll see, but at this point, I seriously doubt games will be so much more price-wise than they are now. I am pretty anxious to see what gets revealed at E3.

BrokenH

04/24/2013 at 02:39 AM

I admit it would be "dumb" to jack up prices to $100.00-$80.00 a pop. I think at that point gaming would go through another crash like what happened during the Atari days. I don't know a single gamer who would agree to those prices.

gigantor21

04/23/2013 at 07:06 PM

Agree 100% on the contrast between Shannon's pitch and Sarkeesian's. One deals with a prevalent issue (online harassment) that seriously needs to be dealt with; the first video in the latter's series was full of groan-inducing hyperfeminist quaffle. I'm far more interested in seeing how GTFO pans out.

Games becoming useless from one generation to the next is probably the biggest downside to the rise of networked gaming on consoles. The PS2-era consoles will be the last ones that'll play nearly all the games released for it, as long as the hardware holds up.

BrokenH

04/23/2013 at 11:06 PM

I concur. Her project seems focused on helping real life female gamers which I'm more psyched about when compared to a feminist talking about "negative stereotypes" tied to fictional beings.

However I think "cyber bullying" is more universal. When you put people behind an anonymous veil many of them act like assholes to everyone. Trolls don't really discriminate. They would go after you or me just as quickly as Shannon or Anita.

It looks like Sun-Higginson is also going to address how female gamers/testers/and journalists are treated in the work place too. That might be more informative.

One thing I can say is females do seem to have to fight harder to prove their geek or nerd cred. Female friends I know often get grilled and trolled harshly for getting trivial facts wrong of for mispronouncing certain words.

Aka, I cannot deny there is a certain level of sexism in the gamer/geek community. It maybe not as exaggerated as certain sensationalists make it out to be but that doesn't mean it's entirely non-existent.

PS: I'm so glad I still own my PS2. Might byuy a second one out of paranoia. lol.

Cary Woodham

04/23/2013 at 07:26 PM

I like that picture that you drew!  That dragon looks like Spyro!  And he's giving that guy a hug!

I should join DeviantArt so I can make comments on your art.  But would I have to have artwork of my own to be on DeviantArt?

That Alisa character from God Eater looks really cool!  I like her hat.

How is the music in God Eater?  I hear my favorite game music composer worked on the soundtrack to that.

I want to make a documentary on how gamers should focus more on having fun playing their games instead of worrying about stuff.  Think I could get a kickstarter for that? :)

BrokenH

04/23/2013 at 10:56 PM

I think you can be a commentator on DA without having your own gallery,Cary. However, most everything you see here is over there so even if you just comment at pixlbit it's 100% okay.

I'm also totally for your "Play games simply to enjoy them" philosophy! You probably could do a kick-starter for it too. Heck, seems like any idea can be premoted on kick-starter!

Townz90

04/23/2013 at 07:27 PM

I'm not really sure you need that much money to make a documentary? Equipment and editing tools come at pretty reasonable prices these days and entering your film into festivals is free - if it's good enough! But that said I've never looked into making my own film and the various budgets needed, I avoided any producer based module at uni... Get injustice, that'll keep you at your 360. I'm loving it so far!

BrokenH

04/23/2013 at 10:52 PM

I'm not a film student so I tried not to judge,Matt. However I did think 20,000.00 was a lot to ask,especially when some people on youtube get huge fan followings of viewers for much cheaper.

Injustice looks great but I might not bite until a sale or something. lol. I know I seem like a cheap bastard but I have to make my dollars stretch,yo!

jgusw

04/23/2013 at 08:56 PM

I believe it's more of a bullying issue online than a sexism issue.  Online gaming can get very competitive.  Especially with FPSs and fighting games.  If you're playing against strangers you're going to get a bit of trash talk.  You'll get more harsh trash talk from assholes.  They pick out what they can to take you out of the game or just to insult you if you're winning and they can't do a think about it.  To understand the problem, you have to think like an asshole/bully.  They can't see you, so it's not like a you're a child in school where the bully can call you "shrimp" for being short, "pizza-face" for having a face full of pimples, or "poo-stain" because the kids in gym class caught a glimpse of your stained underwear (true story btw. not me though. Laughing).  Anyway, a girl is playing against an asshole.  He or she is going to pick something they can bully them about.  The asshole calls her a bitch, whore, cunt, or whatever.  How else is he going to insult a girl?  He may even say some violent and distrubing things to the lady.  The point is, is all of this sexism or just bullying?  I've been called "gay" and been threaten with harm & death online too.  Many guys have.  Some guys have been bullied by girls.  Why just fight this thing for women?  Who's out there fighting for bullied men?  

It kind of reminds me of the racial bullshit.  A white guy punches a black guy and the black guy calls the white guy a racist.  Is the white guy a racist or did the black guy get punched for being a douche bag that happpens to be black? Undecided 

Hopefulling this new lady will take some of this into account when doing her documentary.   

BrokenH

04/23/2013 at 10:48 PM

I agree 100% James. However it is good she's addressing something that happens to "real people". The problem I had with Anita was her "Tropes vs. women" crusade focused entirely around fictional characters. Aka, it seemed a bit useless to me and often times her facts were not even straight. (For example, Princess Peach has her own game where she saves Mario.)

I think trash talking between friends is fine. Aka, both parties know the other person isn't being serious. You also have the right to show some metaphorical or literal heat if a low-life is trying to troll you.

It's a tough balance between protecting innocent people yet not stepping on freedom of speech and freedom of expression. Afterall, some people take everything too seriously and with too much power they could get a lot of non guilty gamers banned just because they felt "offended".

Aboboisdaman

04/23/2013 at 11:11 PM

I ususally just try to be nice to everybody online. If there are trolls in a server I find another server or mute them. Sometimes they get to me though. I remember playing random people in Street Fighter, realizing I was no match, and after taking so many beatings, leaving. Then I say my ggs and they cuss me out lol. Sometimes I'd rather just fight the computer.

Anyway, nice art Ben. I really don't got anything to add on the rest, but I hope you find the right psp game. I've been curious about God Eater Burst. I heard a lot of great things about that game.

BrokenH

04/23/2013 at 11:18 PM

I was so damn lucky playing fighting games. Everyone I knew was very nice. I never had people talk smack but I did have a few people "log out" before they lost to me. lol. It's cool. They seem to care more about that sort of thing than I do so I don't mind letting em dodge that bullet if they want to keep their rank up that desperately.

As for God Eater Burst it has a very interesting premise. Best way I can describe it is a post apocalyptic Monster-Hunter with an actual story.

Justin Matkowski Staff Alumnus

04/24/2013 at 01:23 AM

It is wild to think back to my formative years in gaming, playing Super Mario World, ALTtP, the Kirby series, Castlevania etc, and then flash forward to all the social issues in gaming today. I'm all for silly ball-busting between friends while gaming, but to see how trolls will cruelly attack people verbally is disgusting. 

To echo what some folks have already said, what happened to the notion of gaming for fun? To see someone regress into a post-apocalyptic-esque savage mentality while gaming is just beyond stupid; people who hide behind anonymity and expouse hateful remarks for no reason are wastes of carbon, pure and simple. I think it's an advantage retro gamers have in perspective; we remember when gaming was just that, enjoying a video game, and not an on-line, digital pissing contest.

By the way, loving the art man! I'll definitely drop by your DeviantArt page and leave a comment or two!

BrokenH

04/24/2013 at 02:20 AM

I hate all the pissing contests,Justin. Internet tough guys trying to prove they're more snarky,more skilled, and more sophisticated than "Joe Average". It gets tiresome for me quite often. Then you have the ones who are just "dumb sheep". They'll jump on any lynch-mob band wagon they can just to ride the troll wave.

There's still fun to be had in gaming today and there are still good people. I'm very grateful for that! However, I'm not sure if gaming becoming mainstream is entirely a good thing. (Though I shouldn't say it's entirely bad either)

PS: Feel free to visit my DA page. It's a ghost town but you can at least feast your eyes on my demented imagination! Glad you like a few of my illustrations. If I was a bird I'd be peacocking about now! Btw, my DA name is nightsavior. That was my first alias before I started going by Broken. Cheesy I know. lol.

Halochief90

04/24/2013 at 01:30 AM

Yeah, my 360 also asked for my email and other info when I logged on. Now Microsoft has my phone number because that was the only way I could get it online. Just another tick on my laundry list of complaints with Xbox.

That kickstarter does look like a step in the right direction, but like you said trash talk online is not exactly gender specific. Or even gaming specific. The examples they use look typical messages from horny males and douchebags. Any chat room online will have comments like that directed towards females. Maybe they can directly link it to gaming more though.

BrokenH

04/24/2013 at 02:28 AM

Wasn't it fun,Kev? Oh, thank you microsoft! (Sarcasm) Hopefully that will be the last time we have to go through that bullshit for awhile,sheesh!

But yeah, "online bullying" is more of a universal thing. A jerk-bag who is mean to females is usually mean to everyone else too. When there are no consequences and people feel unaccountable for their actions it often awakens that metaphorical little monster inside. It is how troll-babies are born!

There is sexism in gaming. Then again there is racism,classism, and every other "ism" you can think of too. Humanity as whole just sucks,man! Fortunately there are good individuals who make putting up with all the bullshit worth it.

smartcelt

04/24/2013 at 02:36 PM

I don't know if any company will have the nads to put an $80 game out there. In this economy it would be pretty foolish of them. Remains to be seen if they go that far. I wish they would be more clear on that subject. Seems like the budgets for major games have gotten so enormous they try to justify a hike like that. Just don't think it will fly with most people,me included. As far as online trash talking goes,it gets more funny than irritating. I can always mute idiots. Like the guy on COD:BO2 last night who was calling out other players and saying he'd like to "fu*$ dey Moms in da azz and sh#!" to paraphrase. Such great minds....that's the future of America out there. Scary!

BrokenH

04/24/2013 at 04:22 PM

I usually mute the bullshit out too,Celt. Fortunately most of the people I've ever gamed with are good folks. Maybe arguments here or there but nothing as extreme as remarks about doing mums or sisters in the backdoor. lol. Most of those types of insults are so juvenile and ill contrieved they don't bother me anyway.

I will say I got pissed watching a few well paid game journalists act no better than angsty 12 year olds playing COD. I realize game journalists are human but there should still be a standard.

I'm still hoping games will stay at $59.99. I agree that having $80.00 games in this economy would be pretty foolhardy. Heck, even $59.99 is a bit too high for me on most days. I'll buy a game at full price only once in awhile.

Alex-C25

04/24/2013 at 10:26 PM

Damm, that 360 issue didn't really look that pleasant. As much as I could like a new generation Xbox or Playstation, those things, together with the posibiliy of always online and the like, kinda turn me off. Really, not everyone has money, and what would happen to gamers who don't have internet? I could be exagerating, but it just simply limits the posibility for other people to try games.

It's the first time i've heard of that campaing and it really seems very interesting. I'll keep an eye on it.

Also, nice drawing you did there.

BrokenH

04/25/2013 at 09:27 PM

Even in this generation of gaming certain features of a game become obsolete when servers are no longer supported. I do hope common sense prevails. Aka, I'm rather sure MS and Sony would understand the pit-falls of going for 100% online functionality. Their technical support staffs likely went through a page by page analysis of worst case scenario nightmares happening as a result of needing an online connection all the time.

By the way, glad you enjoyed the art,mang!

Chunopo

04/26/2013 at 07:50 AM

Liam is looking awesome Ben! really like how you've drawn the dragon, seriously mate these just get better and better!

I ve been prone to a couple of 'hack attacks' on X box myself though I'll give Microsoft their credit, they really have been helpful on both occasions, the second time they even gave me 2000 free points and dealt with it all pretty quickly.

BrokenH

04/26/2013 at 04:42 PM

From what you've said MS's tech support is nicer than Sony's tech support, Adam. I know I had to go through this just because MS wanted to ensure my safety but it was still a drag. lol.

Glad you like the recent art. I'm trying to be more active in the DA community though it is difficult to be "super social" at multiple places. I'm still working on multiple limb growth formula!

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