An Update and Some Poetry

On 05/11/2013 at 02:55 AM by Kayshire Cat

I'll use the first line here to let everyone know this blog is (mostly) depressing, So fair warning.

I'm sorry I haven't really been around here too much lately. For the past month things just really haven't been very good for me. My mother has been in and out of the hospital for problems with her diabetes, and medications, and was put in a nursing home for about a month or so if everything goes well. So I've dealing with that (poorly, might I add)

Without my wonderful friend Cassie I wouldn't have anything redeeming out of these past few weeks she's been helping to keep my spirits up ^_^ so i just want to give her my thanks.

Well anyways here's some depressing poetry, enjoy

There is too much life in this body wracked with the pains of death
There is too much potential within this worthless vessel
There is too much light within this darkened mind
I’ve bled myself dry, there isn’t a drop left
I’ve watched myself die, swallowed down to hell
I’ve heard myself cry, nothing left to this life

This form is cursed never to shine again
This heart is numb void of feeling
This soul is lost never to be seen again
This faith has been broken, not far from leaving
This life is gone never to breathe again

There is too much here for me to face, I’m not coming back this time
There is too much confidence left in this broken ego
There is too much feeling left in this fading voice
I’ve heard myself cry, nothing left to this life
I’ve watched myself die, it’s the end of the show
I’ve bled myself dry, it was all my own choice

[Too Lazy to find an image for this blog]

I'll try too keep up with my blog and stuff now that things are kind of settling down, and maybe I can relax for a bit lol.

~Fin

Super Step Contributing Writer

05/11/2013 at 06:23 AM

I'm very sorry to hear about your mom. Hope everything works out.

Kayshire Cat

05/12/2013 at 12:01 PM

Thanks I'm sure it will :)

leeradical42

05/11/2013 at 06:40 AM

Im sorry about your mother but keep strong and have Faith, and will will say a prayer foryou and your mom and depressing poetry is usually poetry at its best, my wife has diabetes and it can be scary,but any way keep your head high and do the best you can for your mother.

05/12/2013 at 12:02 PM

Thanks I appreciate it. Hope your wife stays healthy too.

jgusw

05/11/2013 at 06:55 AM

Sorry to hear that. Try to stay strong out there.

Thanks doing my best to

Matt Snee Staff Writer

05/11/2013 at 07:55 AM

Sorry to hear about your mom. Keep strong.

05/12/2013 at 12:03 PM

Thanks. I'm trying to keep my head up

V4Viewtiful

05/11/2013 at 08:27 AM

I know the feeling, my dad has Spine, hip and blood complications, he needs check up, morphene patches, pills. If he wasn't so strong he'd be debilitated.

All I can say is keep up your Mum spirits, take care. Nice Poem BTW

Hopefully he stays well too

Alex-C25

05/11/2013 at 02:20 PM

Like everyone here, i'm very sorry to hear your mom's diabetes problem. Hope everything gets better.

05/12/2013 at 12:04 PM

Thanks I know it will :)

avidacridjam

05/11/2013 at 02:43 PM

I'm very sorry about your mother. That's not easy to live with. Keep strong and continue to help her and I know she appreciates it. Our hearts and minds are with you and your family.

Thank you :)

Captain N

05/11/2013 at 06:03 PM

Sucks Kay, going to the hospital can be kind of scary, and if there is one thing I'm afraid of, is going there and staying there. It's pretty depresing I'll tell you what. But think positively and everything will be alright. I'll pray for your mom, because I've lived during a similar experience and know how you feel.

And cheers for Cassie on being a great friend.

05/12/2013 at 12:05 PM

Thanks Captain, I apprieciate it :)

And I'm really glad to have her :D

05/11/2013 at 07:48 PM

Thanks everyone I apprieciate it :) I'm sure things will be just fine

chocobot

05/12/2013 at 03:56 AM

Wow I'm so glad to hear I've been helping you through these tough times <3 I hope your mom is doing okay and gets well soon. I understand how stressful that can be.

Your poem is amazing btw.

05/12/2013 at 12:07 PM

You're amazing sweetie <3. No seriously thanks it's been so much easier witth you ^_^ I'm really happy you're around *hugs*

BrokenH

05/12/2013 at 04:31 AM

I know you and your mom are close despite the occasional spat. I'm wishing her the best,Kay! If only I could do more than offer a few kind words. I'll keep you in my heart and try to send some positive energy your way.

I've been "in the darkness" myself quite a few times. All I can say is it is possible to triumpth over it. Otherwise I wouldn't be here talking to you right now.

05/12/2013 at 12:08 PM

Kind words are more than enough, Ben thanks

NSonic79

05/12/2013 at 02:02 PM

During events like these its understandable given the circumstances. Focus on the importants is all we can do.

Chris Yarger Community Manager

05/15/2013 at 07:13 AM

I hope all is well with your mom Kay.

PixlBit