I could never do door to door sales. My dad used to sell satelites and there was so much cut throat involved. He was really good at it which pissed everybody else off. I hope you can get that library clerk position. That seems like it would be a great job if a bit boring.
Door-to-door sales: My breaking point
On 06/04/2013 at 03:08 PM by Super Step See More From This User » |
So if you're wondering where I was, I had a job opportunity with Moxie Pest Control selling year-long contracts door-to-door. Yesterday, after having studied the manual cover-to-cover, buying a new belt, and getting pumped for the opportunity to earn $20,000+ in a summer while I psyched myself up over the weekend, I sold two accounts, which I was repeatedly told was a great first day.
It was a legitimate service, I was never asked to be dishonest, and everyone there couldn't have been nicer or better motivated/motivational.
But it's a mental game, and it's just not good for me to be inside my own head for that long; re: had I signed a contract, it would be like yesterday, going from 9am to 9pm with a two hour lunch break, Monday through Saturday from now until August; ok there's also driving to and from knocking area in there, but that also meant getting back to the office at 10pm, and I had a 30 mile commute home.
I feel a mix of ashamed and relieved, cause if I could have stuck with it, I probably could have earned back a good chunk of my student loans (like 2/3) in only a couple months, but then I also know I'd be miserable.
I've worked jobs that were similarly time intensive, and more physical before, but there's a certain mental high that kept me up through those. Being on a set just has a feeling of "I made it" to me and while people are assholes, most are genuinely happy when you provide them a service in food, administration or anything, but getting people to sign contracts just ... eh. I don't live for the sale like you would have to.
Anyway, a library clerk position is opening nearby, and along with a few other jobs, I've applied to it this morning after quitting. Hopefully, my MBA application and/or MFA in Filmmaking application also go through.
So I'll get to the massive inbox that's piled up as I go along while I once again hop on craigslist every day. What are you up to? And have you ever heard of a game called Chu lip? Has a lot of employment philosophies in its script, and is hitting a bit too close to home for me right now watching Game Grumps play through it.
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