Hey Kay,
glad you could make it. I'm a bit of a recluse who finds solace in this blogging community myself. Pixlbit has really rolled out the red carpet for us, and it's going to show you can't keep a good community down.
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![]() On 02/24/2013 at 02:13 PM by Kayshire Cat ![]() See More From This User » |
This is a little personal I did try to keep out some details though, anyways.
When I came to 1up, I came as a shut in. Back in 2008 I hadn't really had any actual contact with any people, let alone any friends since I graduated high school. I met a few of you back then (when I was using a male persona). The prospect of actually having friends again scared me off. Almost two years later I somehow ended up making a few friends playing White Knight Chronicles (despite the game itself being garbage). The fear subsided a little and I returned to 1up, started posting in the clubs, typing blogs. People got to know me they liked me it felt good to have friends again.
I wasn't always a shut in though those of you who know me well enough know I have a past. Most of the blogs I typed back then where wrote from the perspective of a personality I had crafted to help me forget about my past. "No one needs Kay all she does is cause pain to others and herself, no one would miss her" was what I thought to myself.
My friends at 1up didnt seem to think that, however. Many of them liked Kay much more than they did Saki. As I started to be more honest about myself I grew closer to a lot my friends. I wont lie I have (too) many complicated relationships with 1up members. Some of them have been very painful, but in the end I guess they did teach me something. Kay is someone worth loving even if her past nothing to be proud of.
The people I met on 1up taught me to accept myself. I owe the community a lot which is why I'm glad many of you are here. My life wouldn't be the same without you. Though some of the most important people are still missing (i plan on dragging them trying to convince them to come here). In any case here's to continuing our little blogging community here, and maybe even meeting some new friends too :)
~Fin
I had no idea about any of this, but I'm glad you seem to be in a happier space. As a introvert/extrovert hybrid myself, I know how much your mind can function as a detriment while still being a safe haven. That's part of the reason I started blogging. I needed to get out of my head for once. Anyway, I'm looking forward to getting to know you better and reading your stuff :)
I didn't know you were under another identity on 1UP. To be honest, I'm was pretty oblivious of what happened around there. As much time as I spent on 1UP, I didn't know half the stuff that was going on.
Well..., here's to moving forward and making new friends. They can kick us out of 1UP, but they can't kick 1UP out of us. :)
Hey Kay! Glad to see you here! I am glad to see you're a lot happier as well. It takes me awhile to open up to people sometimes too especially when I started blogging I was super nervous and was worried I would get bashed on completely. That was until I did BaD on 1Up so same as you I owe 1Up a lot for being able to make me more comfortable as well with things too XD
Hope you're doing well.
-b.l.a.c.k.s
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