That sucks, man. At least that other girl is still possible? F'n Todd.
A Melancholy Blake Needs to Vent
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 On 07/17/2013 at 06:43 PM by Blake Turner See More From This User » |
Hey guys. I had a really, really shitty night last night, and you guys are the ones I'm going to vent on. Don't you just feel so priveledged? No? Didn't think so. Fuck it.
I don't know how much I drunk last night, but I feel like shit this morning. Also, my knuckles are swollen and a little purple, because apparently angry drunk blake likes to punch inanimate objects. He's kind of retarded. Why was I an angry drunk Blake last night? Well, it was our pub night at college, so there's the drunk part. I was angry because of stupid shit that should have ended last year.
So last year I had a massive crush on this girl who seemed to like me back. She was really nice, we shared a lot of interests, and she was pretty much my ideal girl in most ways, like the one you envision dating sort of thing. We hung out a lot and made out a few times and things were going great. Then I asked her out. She said "Can I think about it?" and then 2 days later sent me a text saying "No." and then avoided me like the plague. Since it's a collge we ran into each other a lot but she didn't really say anything other than hi or give me a wave, never wanting to start or continue a conversation. Eventually the crush faded and I was completely over her.
A couple of weeks ago at "Back to School" where everyone wears school uniform (Probably the sluttiest night at college...) I ran into her again. We talked a bit, and told each other how we were going. Then she kissed me. Like, we made out for about 5 minutes. Then she sort of freaked out and left. Being the idiot that I was apparently i sent her an angry message on facebook and then deleted it.
Fast forward to last night. I was out with some friends for pub night. I was drinking with a group at one of the tables, and she come up, slaps me on the back and gets up me for how mean that message was. I didn't remember it, because I deleted it. Apparently I thought that by deleting an inbox I had already sent to her she wouldn't see it. Even though facebook told me she's seen it (which is the stupidest feature ever). Because I'm an idiot. Anyway, I aplologised, told her I didn't remember the message. She described it to me, I told her I was sorry, and didn't know why I'd send a message like that and that I didn't mean it (Because I have no backbone and I'm apparently not over her. Which is shit), and we started talking again. Then we went and danced. Anyway, I left and came back and she was making out with one of my friends, who also happens to live directly accross from me, and knows about my history. So yeah. I was pissed. To his credit he couldn't really even remember my name so I can't really blame the guy. He's just like someone stuck their tongue down my throat, I'll go with it. So I wasn't overly pissed at him until we got home and he asked me like 10 times where she lived and I eventually told him to get fucked and went to the bathroom and beat the shit out of a towel dispensor, because I didn't want to hit him.
Anyway, that's getting ahead of myself. After this happened, I wanted to leave and either go home or to the other pub I go to. Taxi's were booked out for like an hour. Guess I was staying there! After she finished making out with the guy she came to find me again, and I pretended not to be upset by it, because hey, I'm supposedly over her. So we sat down and talked for what seemed like an eternity before she finally left. Anyway, I decided that since I was feeling like shit, I was going to try and hook up. Seriously, the only time I ever actually go for one night stands is when I feel fucking terrible.
So I went and started talking to this other girl, who was one of my friends friends and we'd spoken a few times and she was a decent person. We made out a bit and then she told me she couldn't do it because A) her friend liked me, and B) She liked one of my friends. I gave up at that point. Also, I'm not touching her friend with a 10 foot pole. She's a self obsessed bitch who likes to cause trouble. And she looks like a semi trailer fell on her. Actually not really, she's not ugly, I think her shitty personality just clouds my vision there.
So there. Last night was shit. As was this blog. And long. A lot longer than I thought it would be. Anyway, sorry for wasting your time guys. Just needed to vent a little.
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