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This is my 3rd picture of Deidre. Awhile ago I made a promise to myself to have at least “3 sexy pin ups” of all my main female characters. (Technically Amy is Alex’s character so uh, it’s mixed! Admittedly much I do is inspired or influenced by my best friend because hey, we‘ve done a lot of creative brain-storming and table-top rpging together! You can interpret that in a homo-erotic way if yaoi fantasies about me and another dude get you off. Who am I to judge?)

It turned out “aight”. I notice the knees look weird and one of Deidre’s wrists is wider than the other. Anatomical dumb-assery aside, I like it. If mothers are free to love their imperfect children then I’m free to love my imperfect illustrations, criticism be damned!

Oh,the Hawkeye Initiative? It can kiss my ass! I still do not feel guilt-tripped into drawing my women “more realistically” or with “more clothes”. It still baffles me why tumblr activists “care” what a single guy such as myself fantasizes about in my own free time. Yeah, I also draw doodles of said fantasies but why the fuck is that a problem?!

(Note to self: Create a petition against Bieber moms and Twilight moms! While I’m at it I should have bishonen yaoi manga geared towards teenaged Japanese girls burnt in bon-fires as well!)

Sassing notwithstanding, I do not want to shame anyone for what arouses them and makes them sticky. (So long as they do not hurt anyone else or engage in sexual activities against someone‘s consent.) Yet it seems like being a heterosexual guy is the new Nazism. Otherwise we would not have pretentious terms like “cis scum” and “hetero-privileged”.

I do not mean to get a hard on looking at women I’m attracted to but sometimes it just happens! Yet when interacting with the opposite gender I always try to be polite, courteous, respectful,and helpful! Besides as I brought up before, pedestrians would make awful rapists! What are we going to do? Jog with urgency as officers in police cars easily catch up with us? How about struggling with the victim where there are always multiple witnesses? I live along street and not so coincidentally I’m next to countless stores, a school, a church, and a few gas stations. I’m afraid even if I had willing sex with someone one of my neighbors would complain about it!

As guys we’re constantly told we should not look at porn. Yet what if we do not have a girlfriend? Why, we are losers of course! Add “perverted” to loser if we resort to the nudey mags and some Vaseline!

That’s another phobia I do not understand. In other words, the fear society has of “the single guy”. Odd as it may seem, it exists. Friends I once knew refused to even entertain the possibility of setting me up with their sisters. ( I know,I'm an intimidating tall long-haired git! But I'm romantic and not a friggin criminal! ) Women often look suspicious when I pass by them on the street. It’s as if bachelorism is some kind of leprosy!

Oh, I get it. I’m not good enough. Yet how would you even know I’m worthwhile or worthless unless you took the chance to get to know me? I realize I’m not conventional and I’m not “hip” but at least I’m genuine! Just because I give the finger to societal norms does not mean that I lack a heart or I lack a moral compass. I simply refuse to be censored and neutered by Marxism masquerading as political correctness!

Oh, and fuck the Hawkeye initiative! (Just in case you missed it the first time!)

PS: Read by derp-i-licious responses I left on my last blog! Sorry I took awhile to respond!