Fuck it.

On 08/19/2014 at 11:02 PM by Blake Turner

I'm over being here. I know, first world problems. "You don't have a bedroom, a lot of people don't have a house." Well, fuck you. If you're on this site you probably own a house so stop judging me fuckhead.

I'm just over constantly being around people. It's draining. I hate people. I liked college, because I could avoid people most of the time and socialise when I wanted to. Here I can't sleep until everyone else is in bed, because my bed is right in front of the tv so every cunt hobbles around it and fuck trying to sleep like that. Then I wake up every day surrounded by people, sometimes its people I don't even know. I have no space to myself so I have to wait until late at night to call Bilby, otherwise I have no fucking privacy.

I usually just spend all day on my computer now with headphones in so I can block everyone out. I'm sick of it. I just want my own space away from people. I want a decent night's sleep. I want everyone in my family to fuck off and leave me alone. No, I don't want to talk to you right now. I don't want to talk to anybody. Kindly fuck off and let me do what I'm doing?

Also, since my computer is in the dining room where everyone congregates, studying is fucking impossible. Seriously, how do you expect me to do a quiz or assignment when you cunts are fucking constantly here, constantly fucking talking.

I dropped my units. Right now I don't even want to go back to college. I can't find work, and staying here all day is just fucking depressing. So for now I'm over it.

xDarthKiLLx

08/19/2014 at 11:30 PM

I've been in that situation, and I truly do feel for you. I empathize, dude. I know it's not really much of anything...but I know where you're coming from.

Blake Turner Staff Writer

08/19/2014 at 11:47 PM

It's cool man. Thanks for the empathy :D

BrokenH

08/19/2014 at 11:38 PM

I'm really sorry,Blake. I hope you can get your own flat soon. Any college amigos willing to let you couch surf until you can get a job and pay part of the rent?

08/19/2014 at 11:46 PM

I've got a friend who probably would but I don't want to put him out, especially since he's married now and whatnot. Ah well. It's only for 6 more months.

08/19/2014 at 11:54 PM

I'm sure something will become availible before the 6 month mark. Hang in there!

Super Step Contributing Writer

08/19/2014 at 11:51 PM

Come here and I'll let you (and Bilby, just for the love of God try to do it when I'm at work) live on the couch in my one-bedroom apartment on the down low. Or should I say ... on the down under? ... Wiiiiiiiiiiink.

08/20/2014 at 10:53 AM

Haha. That wouldn't be super different really since I'm sleeping on my grandparents couch.

08/20/2014 at 11:10 AM

Yeah, but there's like no one else in my apartment and you'd have quite some space to yourself. My living room is only slightly smaller than my bedroom, if not the sme size.

08/20/2014 at 11:19 AM

Fair enough. I'd agree, but there's also the fact that you live in another country, in a state that seems hot. I don't like hot.

Machocruz

08/20/2014 at 01:45 AM

A man needs his space, needs his peace. Crowds make people crazy.

08/20/2014 at 10:54 AM

Damn right he does.

asrealasitgets

08/20/2014 at 02:26 AM

I'd probably try to stay out as long as possible, then just pass out from exhaustion at night. Aren't there any libraries around for studying? You can talk to us if you're lonely. I'll read and respond to all your shit!

Nicoleb1989

08/20/2014 at 04:10 AM

I know ooh too well what your going thru, I spent a long time with lil privacy on a couch myself a few months back now. It was horriable, I so hope you dont have much longer to deal with this.

Alex-C25

08/20/2014 at 04:42 AM

Oh man, sorry to hear that Blake. Sorry if this sounds repetitive, but I hope things get better for you.

leeradical42

08/20/2014 at 07:45 AM

Privacy is a rare thing in college I personally never went but my son is and complains about it constantly but I feel ya for two weeks last month my inlaws were here and privacy was impossible so suck it up butter cup you have your whole life ahead of ya!!

Matt Snee Staff Writer

08/20/2014 at 09:18 AM

I've been there, Blake. Don't worry, things will get better eventually. sometimes the universe just likes to fuck our ass with its black hole dick.

08/20/2014 at 10:52 AM

Yeah. I know a lot of people have been there. It's just one of those things that happened so suddenly that I didn't have time to prepare for it.

PixlBit

Fuck it.

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