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So this weekend I started my first Gunpla build. "Gunpla" is what they call Gundam Model kits. Dont ask me, I didnt name it that. My Bf got into it and bought me a BearGGuy I had been wanting to see if Id like building them as well. Well turns out I do! New Hobby! 

Okay so I blogged nearly a whole month and then preceeded to take a whole month away. Everytime Id get on here whether it was to write a comment or post a blog Id instantly delete it. I kept trying and trying but my brain has been particularly cruel to me of late. I feel like anything I write is stupid or not worth reading. Ive beaten 6 games this year and I have not a single review to show for it. I dont know what Im gonna do in that area yet but Ill figure it out in the coming time. Ive mostly been playing my Switch and 3DS. My PS4 gets played but on a low key basis since I cant play it as much during my work week. My 2 big game focuses right now are Atelier Lydie and Suelle: The Alchemists and the Myserious Paintings on Switch and Pokemon Yellow on 3DS. I swear as a child I had the patience of a saint because playing threw Pokemon Yellow has made me just crazy. Not even the nostalgia trip helps. For its time it was a great game....but now......oooooh no. Nope. No Way. 

So BaD comes to close yet again. I didnt blog everyday this year, but Im still happy with what I did. Im gonna do my best to catch up. I know Im super behind. Ive had a few crazy days watching my niece and celebrating a friends bday. Im back at work for another 36 hour work week. Im still thinking on what I want my back up plan to be for my career. I need to figure something out. Im still set on being a pharmacy tech but Its safe to have a back up if life turns out differently from what you thought. Ive been pondering things about my life recently. I dont know if thats a good thing or bad but Im taking each day in stride and even on my worse days I'm finding some light to look to brighten my day. 

So today I got to sleep quite a bit. I dont get much sleep through the week at times. Work and babysitting occupy the middle of the week and sometimes I just dont get a lot of sleep between those 2. If I can survive till Oct-Dec my parents are gonna retire and take care of my niece completely so I can be free to do what I need career choice wise for me. My CNA expired so Im still trying to figure out what I wanna do going forward, especially if pharmacy tech doesnt workout. I have high hopes it will but just in case I gotta have a back up plan. Thankfully I got 4 days off starting tomorrow, gonna play video games and relax! Maybe sleep more, if you never hear from me again I put myself under the sleep spell that was used on sleeping beauty.

So Im a bit behind tonight but Im posting this before midnight so I made it*technically*. Today wasnt a bad day. I got to spend it with the bf since the weather was bad and I stayed with him instead of driving home. He was closer to my work. We went out and he got me a new cat banana and manga. The manga I havent read yet but I know Im in for some strange shit. Its called Monster Musume. Its apparently for 16 and above but after lightly scanning through it I can say that should be 18 and above. It shows quite a bit is all I will say.

So I missed yesterday. I got really distracted around the time I normally write and post. I was doing so good too, well here is todays and the make up. Today I kinda had a good but also rough day. I woke up feeling very depressed but Im ending off the day in a better mental state at work. Im working a 16 hour shift but with the weather being what it is in my area right now I didnt mind. Id rather of drove during the day than at night with all the rain and cold. We have had some ice with it all. The tree's have a quite a bit on them and its causing some to fall over. I havent gamed much today but yesterday I played Monster Hunter World and let me say if you even think of making the Anjanath armor be prepared to grind quite a bit. Idk why but it took way longer to make/get parts compared to others so far. Its not a bad set to make especially to take down the Rathalos. Anywho Im gonna try to game some tonight, hopefully finish something.

So I figured to mix it up some id share some of my current game collections. Today we shall start with Switch.

Well today wasnt a bad day at all but then out of no where tonight my ear and mouth started hurting. Im hoping its just some random pain and goes away soon. Its not horrible or terrible, just more a nuisance.  So tonight my blog shall be short. I got Fe and Bayonetta today. I havent played either yet but I think Im gonna jump on Fe first. I doubt its a super long game. 

When I started up Night in the Woods last night it kinda hit a sad/senstive spot for me. The main characters granddad had passed away. My grandpa died on Valentines day 8 years ago. It definitely hit a note for me, which isnt bad by any means but I just couldnt believe on the anniversary of his death I played a game that would hit a little hard in the feelings department. Ive long since accepted he is gone but I cant help but think of him on Valentines day. 

Today was a pretty normal Wednesday. I actually got to sleep in since I didnt get woke up till close to 10am. I only had to watch mt niece for 2 hours and she was good, a small handful since she was tired. I didnt get to game which is normal on Wednesday and Thursday since I really dont have the time during the day. I do have my Switch and 3DS with me at work and Im gonna try to get some games played and maybe finished. Im still only sitting at 1 game finished for my 4 in Feb.