Not claiming to be a moral arbiter because of my concern over world/local events, just that seeing these things through the lens of MDD had a much different feel than it would have had it just been my every day anxiety/depression. That stuff sucks, but can be managed well enough with good habits, therapy, medication, etc. MDD is a bit of a different beast, at least the way I experienced it. It's exponentially more intense and difficult to fight.
I need to get back in the dating game, at least for some fun if nothing else.
I didn't do much gaming or tv at all in 2016 for the opposite reason. I couldn't enjoy it when I tried anyway. Anhedonia sucks. That's honestly part of why I went kind of insane with it these last two weeks. It feels like the first time eating after you've starved for months.


